Subconscious Sadness

At this very instant, I feel sad. I had to drag myself out of bed, eat breakfast, take a shower, suit up, then drive to work.

Problem is that I haven't figured out the source of it. Perhaps it's an accumulation of so many things. Perhaps it's my biorhythm. Who knows?

Taking a look at myself, I'm still far from the John that I want to be. I still tend to be reckless with my actions. I still haven't reached my preferred asset value. I still haven't been the perfect/ideal boyfriend. I still want to realize a good number of dreams.

Perhaps it's because I think that I've got a long way to go before I touch down and attain what I want. Problem is that I tend to stray from the solutions, even though I know what to do.

Well... time to get back to work. I have to tweak this demo for later.