Third Month at Work

It's been three months since I first came to Ramcar. Right now, I'm not quite sure whether I'm happy with my work here. Perhaps things are slow right now, or there's nothing here yet that really is challenging.

I've been studying the VTI (Virtual Terminal Interface), which is a Java-based interface designed to connect a SAP server to anything that can run a Java applet (PC's, Pocket PC's, cellphones, barcode readers, etc.). I've been studying ABAP as well. Right now, I'm still aiming for the SAP certification thing - something that, hopefully, will spike up my salary here.

Quite recently, I've become a ten-thousandaire. Yep... ten thousand smackers saved from work. Sooner or later, I'll be a nine-thousandaire again though. Been planning to watch Baby the Musical (Lea Salonga, Agot Isidro, etc.) with Katrina.

There's something bothering me, though... why did Katrina write in her blog that something is off with our relationship? I saw that, too. One sure thing is that we both have less energy since we started working. The other is that, despite separate environments, we have only a few stories to share. There's also the serious reduction of quality time together (we used to be with each other every day - in class, at her place), thanks to contrasting schedules. Do I have a fault on this? Or is it the relatively new environment we're in? Is it the seemingly routinized working lives we live?

I'm not letting go. There's always a solution to everything.

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Hmm... guess I'm not one happy camper for today...