Nightmares

Karting last night was horrible. The track was wet and slippery, not my favorite. Having more gigil as compared to the competition (in racing, this is bad), I spun out more often, leaving me with 2nd and 4th place finishes last night, putting me down from 2nd place overall to 4th. Horrible.

By the time I got home, all I did was eat, bathe, and sleep. The 3rd leg of the tourney wasn't bad enough for the bad things to end. I had a nightmare.

In my nightmare, for some I-don't-know reason, Kat decided to break up with me. I tried to open up talks for us, but she won't. All throughout the dream, I was searching for her, trying to initiate any form of dialogue, but it ended in vain. At one point, I even spied on her, then saw her go through a glass door with some companions (from the call center, maybe). One of her companions saw me, and alerted them. By the time I got to the glass doors, it was locked.

And so this morning began with pain. It was depressing.

According to psychologists, the dreams we have usually contain our secret desires and hidden fears.

Heck... must be one of my hidden fears...

One Year at Ramcar

Yep... I'm officially an employee of Ramcar for one whole year! Ok... that means two more years to go until my contract expires. Ayooz!

What have I learned after one year? Let's see... there's SAP ABAP, WebSphere Business Integration, Virtual Terminal Interface, and... that's it?!? After one year, I'm still not a certified ABAP 4.7 consultant. Sheesh. When will it happen?

The folks here are fun. Kenny, Marvin, JL, Rain, Dustin, Jed, Joma, and so many others. The fun they bring makes everyday living here a bit more livable.

I can't believe it... but I want out. Too bad I got a contract, though.

Hope things get better on my second year...